I lost my virginity at 16 (Part 2)

I hesitated a bit if it would be right thing to reveal my personal things. So I just paused. But you all guys can’t know who I am. Even if someone could trace, I am outside the Burmese society, living abroad. Here is my remaining story. As he was kissing me, I could not breathe for a while. I was frightened and tried to sit up. But it was futile. He was so heavy and my energy had been lost. I didn’t want to move or struggle against what he was doing on me. Not like what most love stories described, in my true experience, I did not feel his hard manhood pressed against my thighs. Maybe I was not aware that as I was very new in sex and I had never had boyfriend before. He kissed not only lips, but my necks. When he realised that I was not going to refuse, his kisses were becoming soft. Some time just touching my lips, but never losing toughing these. I mean he had his lips engulfed my ones. I remember that his tongues protruded inside my mouth and searching the tip of my tongue. And then he sucked and bit my entire lip. That lip service made me crazy. I said “You are so bad. Stop it!” But he never. I think my hands were holding his arms. I am not so sure. After some time, we heard that someone called Ko Kyaw from the fence door. We had to stop what we were doing and changed the position, standing up. He asked me to await him and rushed to the fence door. (His house was single storey semi-concrete building in a separate compound. From main entrance, it needed to walk 20 feet to get to fence door) Visitors were a group of ward welfare members collecting donation for something. After chatting with them at the point where they were standing, he came back. I was ready to go back. I didn’t talk him. He reassured me that it wouldn’t happen again, it was his fault. He apologised me. It happened as he couldn’t control himself. He requested me not to tell someone. If I did so, he would go to jail. He seemed to be so nervous. I said it’s OK. Next time I would not come here alone and I went back. When I got home, I went to the bed and thinking what happened with Ko Kyaw. I was not upsetting, but exciting. I felt my lips with my hands. They were still warm. I also felt something inside my inner thighs. I checked with my hand while putting in blanket. I was strange for that age. It was some flow from my private. I thought I was going to see my period while I believed it was not time to come. Later, my experience taught me these are love juice, as you know. Next days, I tried not to see him. I didn’t go to his tuition. My mom asked me why I didn’t take regular Physics tuitions, warning me that I might lose at exam. The fact is that I was not upset him. I don’t know how to tell. I was shy a bit. At the same time, I want to close with him more. You know I couldn’t concentrate my study at all, especially in his subject, Physics. About 10 days later, I decided to see him as my inside mind pushed me strongly to do so. There was a 5 acre- grape farm belonged to my uncle at nearby village. It was 3 miles away from my town. Their family was visiting to Pagan-Nyaung Oo for religious purpose. There were only 3-4 basic farm workers left, I was aware. I told Ko Kyaw that if he could come to my uncle’s grape farm to discuss with me. He face became pale, I noticed. He apologised again. I said just to come there in the tomorrow afternoon. It was on Saturday. Once he got to my uncle’s farm house, he requested me not to ruin his family life. I replied I would not do like that. But I suffered lip sores as he did strongly. He said sorry. I approached to his close range and let him see my lip and asked him to check my lips. It was nothing wrong, said he. “What about tongue?” “I have pain below my tongue. Check it” He saw my mouth and tongue carefully and anxiously. And then he smiled at me. He said that he needed to examine small abrasions with his tongue as these were so small and could not be seen by naked eyes. As I expected, he put his tongue in to my mouth, catching my tongue. I was so excited and I grabbed him. He kissed me passionately. This time I did also response. I sucked his lips and tongue. We were doing on the couch. As you may know, in the village generally there is no sofa/settee. I don’t know about today’s situation. In my uncle’s living room, there was a big table made of thick timber, on each side of which, there were 2 couches. We were on one of couches. I noticed that his hands were rubbing my hairs, ears and sides of my neck gently. Later, they got onto my back, moving circularly. I felt good. As you know he was a married man, he seemed to be very expert in a matter of sex. I didn’t know when my longi was released. When I noticed, his fingers had started to check my bums, even nearly by back passage. At the time, I put on only underwear skirt, not panties. I shied his invading fingers, so I just tried to stand up a bit, attempting moving away from these. The worst thing happened. When I sat back, his fingers were below my bums, squeezing my whole private part approaching from the back. I was shocked. He started to kiss again. At the same time, he tried to lower my longi and underwear skirt. I just forgot to refuse. He said “Oh! I have seen 2 ivories again” intending my 2 thick and white thighs” Are they sweet?” He desperately kissed my thighs. I said “No, No, you are man, No good to do like that”. As he licked the whole length of my thighs, I was in half lying position. He was kneeling on the floor. After some time, he kissed my private bush. It had got thick hair. He said “I am going to clean your bush for sanitation” I like his sense of humour pouring out from his brain all the time. I couldn’t believe he started to lick my private parts. He took off my longi and skirt completely. He put my thighs a little bit apart and then put his tongue into my entire furrow. I felt he was doing disgusting things. At the same time, I felt good. Not only licking, but sucking my lower lips. I moaned a lot. Sometime, I felt as if I were on air riding a glider. Sometime he tried to put his tongue inside my canal. I felt tingling and numbness sensation almost all the time. Unintentionally, I had held his head, encouraging his action. He did that job for about 15 minutes. But I was still a virgin and it was first time, I did not come. But 100% good feeling. He cleaned his mouth with his longi. At that point, I was lying on the couch. He lied down on me and kissed my neck. After doing on me and giving a good feeling, I simply wanted to do pay back something good for him. That is normal for girls, I think. I noticed that his hand was doing something below. Yes! He seemed to hold his manhood to put into my vagina. At first, he rubbed his tip on my lower lips. I felt itching and tingling sensation from inside. I tried to spread my thighs. He took that opportunity. He inserted, I think, half length of his shaft into my hole. Wonderfully, it didn’t hurt. He did some rhythmic movements, but so gently. I moaned and wanted more. He asked if I got pain. I said ”No”. He put more and more. When the whole length of shaft got into my vagina, I felt quite satisfied, I mean, I like that. We were still in that position for some time. As I wanted some movement, I arched my back and hip a little bit. He realized what I wanted. He started to-and-fro movement at first nice and slowly. And then faster and stronger. After 15 minutes, he moaned loudly and withdrew his prick. He held and rubbed it. Many drops of his cum were coming down to my thighs. Some were on my blouse. Some were on the couch surface. At the time, I didn’t know what they were. I asked him, he replied “Sperm” In my first experience, I did not get pain. Maybe due to his very good foreplay with expert tongue. But he never touched my breasts. I went back to my house by bicycles. I felt tired. Next days, I got aching pain the whole body and had to take pain killers. I had to take leave from school for 2 days. My mom though that I caught flu. I don’t know why. I wanted to see Ko Kyaw again in 7-10 days later. To be continued……